try everything once. never make the same mistakes twice.

sooo cute!! i want.. in that order:

Bikini

Chris has been trying to hint (the obvious)....

Recent random texts from him:
"good night and sweet dreams, darling.  thinking of you."
"everyday i wake upwishing you were next to me.  every night i fall asleep hoping you'd be next to me"
"good morning darling! have a good day! muah"
(then i responded with: what's with all these little pet names?) his response: "i thought i have before, sweetheart"

Then he sent me this song: Chris Brown - With You

With You

I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight

Hey lil mama, ooh you're a stunner
Hot little figure, yes you a winner, and
I'm so glad to be yours
You're a class of your own and
Ooh little cutie, when you talk to me
I swear the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart and
I'm so glad that you're mine
You are one of a kind, and
You mean to me what I mean to you
And together baby there is nothing we won't do

'Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my heart

And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... girl
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... Oh girl

I don't want nobody else
Without you there's noone left, and
You're like Jordans on Saturday
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now
Hey lil shorty, say you care for me
You know I care for you
You know that I will be true
You know that I won't lie
You know that I will try
Be your everything

'Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my heart

Oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... Yeah

And I will never try
To deny that you are my whole life
'Cause if you ever let me go
I would die so I won't run
I don't need another woman
I just need you or nothing
'Cause if I got that
Then I'll be straight
Baby you're the best part of my day

I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
They need their boo
They gotta see their boo
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
Hearts all over the world tonight

And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh(girl)
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
Baby yeah

the men in my life who make me truly happy and i love them for it....

JONATHAN: i think of u everyday, and wish to see you again soon.  i miss you.

SPENCER: ur so beautiful and uplifting on everything it's a relief and i love ya so much! we're gonna find u a job bebe.

Wing and heart ss lrg 2

Charming Life Designs: Angel wongs and heart neacklace

i like... so cute!

What decision changed the course of your life? 
Submitted by Ally.

...the final break-up of the seven year relationship, one of which we were engaged.  i had my life planned with him in it-- after that, a lot needed to be altered b/c i was going to go through it all alone... it's been rough but i guess that's all a part of life.  the negative experiences and misfortunes is the source that makes one stronger.  one day, i will succeed in the way that i had planned.  one day.

What are the 10 foods you must have in your refrigerator and/or your kitchen cabinet? 
Submitted by Carol.  

Soymilk. juice, bread, veggies, fruits, spices/ flavoring, cereal, PB, Honey, water

Where do you consider home?  Is it the place you grew up; the place you're currently living?  Why is it home?
Submitted by uncagedbird. 

The place that i call "home" is the area that i am in-- maybe not necessarily the place i'm living in-- but i would call this "home" for now...until i can buy my own place.  why do i call this home and not the place i grew up in?  i never really liked the bay area nor felt that i belonged.  aside from the wonderful friendships that i made there and my family being there, the location offers me nothing.  i have nothing in SD, yet i am happier than i have been in a long time.  maybe it's the fact that i finally made that brave move to step away from the familiarity to get to where i've been wanting to go.  moving to SD was the one goal in life that i have made and have succeeded: i made it when i was 9 and my determination made it come true.  now, it's a matter of starting my life here and building history here.  it's been tough, but just being here is the only thing that is keeping me up.  i am beginning to make some life long friendships and have met wonderful people along the way... history may have already been made--but there's still room for much more.

"A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens  but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left." - Marilyn Monroe

i don't like how people can randomly add you to their neighborhood w/o your consent (and there's no option to remove them).  there are posts that i'd rather just have the people who i've added in my neighborhood to see... not some random strangers who i know nothing about...  this is an easy easy way for snoops to chk up on people.  GRRR.  Does anyone know how i can remove some people who have added me to their neighborhood--but i don't have them in mine-- ( the "people who have added Twee.T to their neighborhood") ?